Yeah, see I wasn't sure about that. But I wasn't offering my cheek, just a handshake. So that was odd. He actually pulled me a bit towards him. Plus from what he said he'd been here for 4 years. And the whole saying repeatedly that we were friends. That was odd too.

Now I'm more inclined to be on your side - there's no excuse for that. Especially someone who reportedly has been living there for 4ish years now.

Thanks orlok.

I just wish I could see my psychiatrist now rather than after school is finished (it ends on May 7th at noon). I did email her times that I was available but I think I just caught her when she was leaving. I didn't say much of what happened, just that I had an unpleasant experience. Which it was. Meh. I kind of want a hug and to be left alone at the same time. Did hug my cat, but that didn't help much.

Ugh... I've been quite busy lately. Prior to April 24, I was drawing out a birthday card for my brother and afterward, I was busy with a drawing... Other than that, my stomach problems are persisting and they've been tearing me down the past couple of days...

I hope you get better, friend.

Be strong alucard

French would be two kisses, swiss would be three, one kiss is what we do amongst friends (at teenage age), but I haven't met anyone doing that to a total stranger for a long time. It's def creepy, hope he won't bother you again

*nods* Thanks cutty. I appreciate your thoughts. Hopefully you're right and he'll leave me alone.

Dragonwings: That was pretty creepy. I hope the guy leaves you alone, but I'd be careful though just in case.


Alucard: I hope you get better man.






I havn't seen either of those in quite a while, but I remember liking them. My favorites have always been The Wedding Singer and Happy Madison. But you're right, he usually plays the same type of character in each of his films, but it works.

Dragonwings, please don't wait for that to happen again before you tell the librarian. Tell someone in charge in the library. I'm sure they'll appreciate knowing, so they can keep an eye on that guy. He might be trying this stuff with other people. Sorry you had such a crummy experience in your public library.

-- Nephele

I will Nephele. Thanks for all your support you guys.

How do you know if you have depression vs. sadness?

Depression usually lasts longer than sadness in my experience, and at least for me, it sometimes includes suicidal thoughts and/or thoughts of worthlessness. If you or someone is feeling this way please tell someone (like a doctor).

^^Okay. Because I've been wondering if I was depressed, but I don't think I'm going to get to see a doctor any time soon. I definitely feel sad all the time for no logical reason. And I am always tired or upset. I don't have suicidal thoughts, but I am always sad and tired. And sometimes (like right now) I feel hopeless and empty.

Maybe it might be a good idea to see if your thyroid is acting up? Either way we're here for you.